Almost 2 months on T now
I've been on T almost 2 months now. It's been a real eye-opener. My voice is still deepening, my libido is even more distracting, and I'm feeling FANTASTIC!!!
I'm still overweight - my BMI is something like 37.5, a serious problem - but my health is good, my heart's as strong as an athletic 18yr. old, and my blood pressure is likewise correct for someone decades younger and loads healthier than I actually am. It helps that I never smoked, and don't drink; but I know diabetes runs in my family, and being overweight contributes to that.
I've found something to add to my weight-loss plan: pure garcinia cambogia extract.
I've been exercising, and watching my portion control, and making better food choices; but my weight-loss has stalled out again - plateaued - and not even raspberry keytones has helped get it going again.
My old mobile home is now all cleaned out, and waiting for a buyer. The fellow who had said he was going to buy it never returned my calls, so it's back on the market.
Another change due to the T - I was NEVER a "morning person"; never awake before noon if left on my own - but NOW,... LOOK OUT! Every morning, EARLY, without fail, I'm AWAKE, with a hard-on... such as it is ... and can't get to sleep again until I've done something about it, and gone to the bathroom for a pee. THEN I can get back to sleep.
When I say my libido is distracting, I mean I nearly get whiplash every time I go out shopping or with friends. My eyes are drawn to ladies with certain traits, making it difficult to stay on task. A grocery run that used to take 30 minutes can easily take all day long, with all the LOOKING@ that I am doing now!
If this is anything like what teenage boys go through, I can understand why grades tend to drop. It's blasted difficult to focus and concentrate on anything BUT ladies when this hits.
My dreams have become much more vivid, and far more sexually orientated than ever. I always had vivid dreams, but now,... WOW. I always was male in dreams, now, I am CLEARLY male, with all the parts, and doing things I never imagined before.
Example of libido distracting me - I'm getting aroused just writing vaguely about the things I now dream about. Never had that happen before.
I also have a hard time flipping through clothing magazines. You know, you flip through the pages, then WHAM! Ladies in their underwear!! So much for finding the T-shirt I wanted to buy; I'm staring at photos of models in bras and panties - and not even the sexy stuff! I catch myself, and force myself to continue looking for... what was I looking for again?
If this is normal for guys, I can see how trouble begins, and why most guys say it isn't their fault. BUT - guys can learn to control how they handle their reactions, so that excuse still isn't valid. I just need to learn how to control my reactions,... and when not to bother.
At least life is getting more interesting.
I better go eat something chocolate to calm things down.
I'm still overweight - my BMI is something like 37.5, a serious problem - but my health is good, my heart's as strong as an athletic 18yr. old, and my blood pressure is likewise correct for someone decades younger and loads healthier than I actually am. It helps that I never smoked, and don't drink; but I know diabetes runs in my family, and being overweight contributes to that.
I've found something to add to my weight-loss plan: pure garcinia cambogia extract.
I've been exercising, and watching my portion control, and making better food choices; but my weight-loss has stalled out again - plateaued - and not even raspberry keytones has helped get it going again.
My old mobile home is now all cleaned out, and waiting for a buyer. The fellow who had said he was going to buy it never returned my calls, so it's back on the market.
Another change due to the T - I was NEVER a "morning person"; never awake before noon if left on my own - but NOW,... LOOK OUT! Every morning, EARLY, without fail, I'm AWAKE, with a hard-on... such as it is ... and can't get to sleep again until I've done something about it, and gone to the bathroom for a pee. THEN I can get back to sleep.
When I say my libido is distracting, I mean I nearly get whiplash every time I go out shopping or with friends. My eyes are drawn to ladies with certain traits, making it difficult to stay on task. A grocery run that used to take 30 minutes can easily take all day long, with all the LOOKING@ that I am doing now!
If this is anything like what teenage boys go through, I can understand why grades tend to drop. It's blasted difficult to focus and concentrate on anything BUT ladies when this hits.
My dreams have become much more vivid, and far more sexually orientated than ever. I always had vivid dreams, but now,... WOW. I always was male in dreams, now, I am CLEARLY male, with all the parts, and doing things I never imagined before.
Example of libido distracting me - I'm getting aroused just writing vaguely about the things I now dream about. Never had that happen before.
I also have a hard time flipping through clothing magazines. You know, you flip through the pages, then WHAM! Ladies in their underwear!! So much for finding the T-shirt I wanted to buy; I'm staring at photos of models in bras and panties - and not even the sexy stuff! I catch myself, and force myself to continue looking for... what was I looking for again?
If this is normal for guys, I can see how trouble begins, and why most guys say it isn't their fault. BUT - guys can learn to control how they handle their reactions, so that excuse still isn't valid. I just need to learn how to control my reactions,... and when not to bother.
At least life is getting more interesting.
I better go eat something chocolate to calm things down.
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