All my friends know I cut... It isnt a secret

Some of them think that i have stopped. Some of them know i relapsed from the last time i stopped... all the ones that know that i have cut are telling me to stop. I really can't though I tried and when i did i only ended up fucking up even harder with my other problems... I cant help that this is about the only thing thats keeping me going right now. it fucking kills me when they say that its hurting them. I dont wanna hurt anybody but myself. also in other news since my relapse my grades are going up finally