All kinds of crazy
So I have been acting all kinds of crazy, I have been having panic attacks and random fits of crying.
Then i would try and reach out to my ex, and even a few times her best friend.
I have now been labeled by her and everyone she knows as completely insane, and that will only help bolster everyone's opinions of me.
This time i went over the edge, in what i suspect was some self destructive attempt to end my own suffering. I have now driven the woman i love over the line. I'm not sure it makes any difference anyway, she never would have taken me back, i just lost my dignity and self respect. I guess that is something i must work on now.
I wish things didn't turn out this way, reinforcing her that she made the right choice? Who knows, maybe i made things easier this way.
Then i would try and reach out to my ex, and even a few times her best friend.
I have now been labeled by her and everyone she knows as completely insane, and that will only help bolster everyone's opinions of me.
This time i went over the edge, in what i suspect was some self destructive attempt to end my own suffering. I have now driven the woman i love over the line. I'm not sure it makes any difference anyway, she never would have taken me back, i just lost my dignity and self respect. I guess that is something i must work on now.
I wish things didn't turn out this way, reinforcing her that she made the right choice? Who knows, maybe i made things easier this way.
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