Ahhh I am such an idiot sometimes!!

I am thinking this pregnancy was a no go.  I had blood work drawn yesterday (10 DPO) and it showed HCG of 7 and Progesterone of 10.9.  How I got a line on 9 dpo I have no idea. Maybe it was a colored evaporation line.  My doctor said I'm not out yet, but I feel defeated. But this wasn't for lack of trying!! I am taking a prenatal, Folgard, Baby asa, Lovenox 60 mg inj and somehow didn't work this time. I keep getting so close--such a tease! I feel discouraged because this process is so stressful.  If its not timed BD and ovulation dates (or lack of), then its HPT's or betas. But then that is just beginning. Week by week, are things progressing ok, ultrasounds, appts, all the while worrying.However, I do admit that I have been scouring the net for beta numbers etc, and maybe I was a late implanter....10 DPO could have been a little early for a blood test. I am trying to stay neutral and know that whatever it is, there is nothing I can do about it. My doc said to come back Thursday (13 DPO) and to not put too much significance on one number--its the rise that counts. But some women out there have had like 50 or 250 on 10 DPO, this is not promising for me!I just knew I was at least a little pregnant this cycle from my symptoms. I had implantation bleeding which is very definate (brown, barely there--I now understand spotting) and my boobs hurt which only happens when I am pregnant. Oh well, we will see. Praying for my miracle and appreciating support and PRAYERS from my DS friends and DH. Love you guys :)