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today was an alright day until  i found out she's already going out with a guy. idk i probally sound stupid writting about this but i mean it hasnt even been a full week yet:( i know that i shuldnt even care but  i cant help  myself . im glad she's happy  though she really likes this guy.and she was going thru a lot and stuff so if it makes her really happy then i should just be really happy for her right? idk i think what hurts the most is losing our friendship. she blocked my num so i cant talk to her but somtimes when i txt her she will call me which makes me somewhat happy. she was like one of my best friends and now i cant even tell her how im feeling or whats going on with me. she was always the first person to know everything about me and now one of the biggest things is happening to me and she doesnt even know . but things happen i guess. i dont even know what im rambling about anymore haha anyways cassandra is amazing<3 and jazmin<3 is too  they can make me smile when i dont even want to live anymore so yeah theyre pretty cool if i do say so myself lol i miss my brishes my love  but its not te same anymore lolugh im done babuy