after he got home

welll when he got home.. he of course acted like nothing was wrong.. and I was like well?  and HE FLIPPED OUT.. like always....after that whole letter all he got out of it.. was.. so now I supposly left bruises on you?  I WAS like seriously?  soooo I just walked awayand after like 15 min of me finally walking out of the roomhe came out and said he was sorry..and started crying and said he didnt want to lose me and the girls.... and u know I didnt even feel sorry for him...  I am like FUCK U... .. and just kind of froze up inside,u know that song Saving Abel » Sailed Away LyricsSaving+Abel">Send “Sailed Away Lyrics” Ringtone to Cell PhoneDoes it hurt to hear me sayThat I never really meant to stayI left you right where I want youNow there's nothin' leftAnd not a reasonThere's nothin' left to believe inWhen just one remainsI've sailed awaySuch a foolish gameThat we have been playin'Now you got me right where you want meI left you in the rightBut you wouldn't let me take the fallNow you've got me right where you want meNow there's nothin' leftAnd that's the reasonThere's not much left to believe inIf it's all just the sameI'll sail awayYou pushed so hardYou have to know thatYou might just get what you wantedAnd when just one remainsI've sailed awayI found out on my ownEverything that I've been missin'Now I've got you right where I want youNow that we're apartI see just who you areYou're always gonna beThe one to keep hatin'Now I've got you right where I want youNow there's nothin' leftAnd that's the reasonThere's not much left to believe inIf it's all just the sameI'll sail awayYou pushed so hardYou have to know thatYou might just get what you wantedAnd when just one remainsI've sailed awayI'm not one to hide my face behind the painIt's not like me to beg you to stayI'll just sail awayNow there's nothin' leftAnd that's the reasonThere's not much left to believe inIf it's all the sameI'll sail awayYou pushed so hardYou have to know thatYou might just get what you wantedAnd when just one remainsYou know I've sailed awayAnd when just one remainsYou know I've sailed awayDoes it hurt to hear me sayThat I never really meant to stay I just CANT do it anymore...