about 2014

so here i am another year hoping for the best i am so looking forward to a new year my littlest sister has left to basic she went to the air force and i have a new appreciation for the military i think i respect there service hundred time more now   . the older i get the more i think fairy tails  love is not a realistic i want to believe here is prince charming out their guys can be major jerks i know form  experience i think in the reality  world true nice guys are hard to find dont get me wrong there are some good ones just haven't  found the right one for me let i have had an amazing time trying to find the right one  trust me i am  going to figure it out   some how . so i have decided to not smoke you know i really don't wont to pick up the habit  my whole live ive probably  only smoke five months and a little when i stayed in the  hospital i am surprised that a lot of people do it to kill stress and anxiety i am thankful i have   been able to kick smoking at all costs.