AAAAAGRH!

Had a rough day on monday and battled all day and all night but just plain gave in.I took my meds, used the rubber band, even did the red pen technique, which did absolutely nothing for me.I tried keeping my mind occupied by trying to write music, and even attempeted to go for a walk. But I could`nt win the battle that day.I feel like crap about it but I cant dwell on it and have to move forward. Yesterday was a decent day, except my internet connection kept going out on me. That really sucked, because I was really looking forward to chatting with my chat buddy, but it went out in the beginning of our conversation. Today....Well, today is a new day, and im going to make it mine! Im going to go work out and hit the bag, and I got a buddy coming over to roll with me for a little while. I have`nt rolled or sparred in over a month, but I have to get back into shape.Not to mention I really miss getting hit! hahahaha Positive! Think positive! YUP! I just need more chocolate, and Pepsi!   My music:http://www.soundclick.com/bands/default.cfm?bandID=672410&content=music