AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH FUCK!!!!!

I had a really bad day in school the withdrawl symptoms of the effexor is to blame.  I wanna be put back on Lexazpro but the fuckin medicare company that I go by wont pay for it Im stuck on shitty celexa and I agree that its an icenerg of lexapro but its not fully.  I WANT LEXAPRO BACK!! nothing else works on my fucking depression than lexapro I will never be happy until I get lexapro back.  I know it still my life is over I hate myself and still wanna die but I dunno what else to do fill out a d e r.  Medicare is making my life miserable.