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another day gone wrong i had a therapy apt this morning that i did not get to.the stupid medical appointment ride company i use screwed me again they did not have my ride booked or even in their system for this morning when i set up the ride last wednesday after my therapy appointment my boyfriend even heard me make the call to set it up.now i get charged another 50.00 for a missed apt that was not my fault this time.if i screw up i admit to it that is how i was taught and that is what i do i dont hold any illusions of being perfect or try to shift blame that dont work in this world.to top it off i have been told that three missed apts will result in the possibility of not getting further care or something to that effect.i have had a real shitty week and today only makes things worse.how come when it rains down shit on a person it rains a dump truck worth?i have felt like giving up all week i mean what is the point when it all works against you itry and try and try get kicked in the teeth and get up and try again.if i had a dollar for every time something bad happened to me i'd be a billionaire by now.good news though my boyfriend finally told his greedy selfish crackhead loser of a sister off.she had promised me a ride to social security so i could change my address and get this months check i have not gotten yet and what did she do?she ignored our calls and txts then went by herself without the decency to even call and tell us she couldnt do it.then she went by herself she also wants 20.00 for gas everytime when the church she is using for everything gives her gas cards. three cheers she is no longer welcome in his life.nobody in her family wants anything to do with her she screws everyone over.good riddance to her.that is the one good thing that has happened this week.i'm truly exhausted and ready for a new hopefully better week to start!!!!!!!
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