AHHH

so i told this friend i trust too much all my story...the complete story of my life, how and why i started SI and the worst thing i've done in my life...cause i never had the guts to tell anyone...and when i told her she left and told someone else who freaked out and told her i'm a freak!!! it's so sad...i can't trust anyone!!!!! it took me so much to tell her... =( it really doesn't help much to my problems...