a whole lifetime
I've started to realize what I've lost... I've been focused on losing "my baby", my warm little bump, that wonderful feeling just knowing she was inside me, those secret little smiles when I'd suddenly think to myself "hehe, oh my god! I'm "with child".... the empty womb, the empty crib....yesterday it really came to me, maybe accentuated by all the time I have with my mom, that I've lost a lifetime of moments with my daughter. All the talks, walks, drives, dinners that would have been our lives together.
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Yes, that is part of the grieving and part of the depression. A lot of people don\'t understand that we\'re not just sad about not being pregnant anymore, we\'re not just sad about losing our baby. We\'re sad about all of the things that would have been with this child. It\'s all of those moments our hold is. It going to have and that we\'re not going to have with them. It\'s all very sad and very emotional and the emotions and the realizations, it all just comes in waves.