A Wedding to Come.
I'm feeling kinda sad. But, that may be because I am watching Dateline and 20/20 with my mom. I got a "save the date" card from Abby Bawanan. She is getting married to Ryan, a guy I have only met once or twice. The wedding is in California at Abby's home town. If I get the money that Bocci gave me in time I think that I am going to go, I suppose by myself. I think that I am going to surprise myself and leave California after the wedding and go visit Vancouver Canada, since I am already on the west coast and I have never been to Canada and I have always wanted to go. With the money that she left me I think that I can do more than I ever thought possible. I don't want to use the money to travel, but I have never been to a wedding and for the last 6 years I have only traveled for sickness and death. I want to travel to explore and add happiness to my life. No one but my mother, father and I know how much money I am getting from my inheritance and I intend to keep it that way. I need to keep a low profile with the money and I think that I am going to try to live my life without using that money in fact I want to keep it in a savings account so I cant touch it and it may bring me some interest.
I don't even like writing about the money. I feel that if I keep talking about it, then I may not get it. I also feel as though if I am on vacation and my bank is not there something might go wrong and I would be broke and completely lost without funds. I keep thinking that my creditors are going to garish my bank accounts. But,they need to know where I bank before they can garnish anything. It still makes me nervous.
I'm friends again with Rachael, even though I think that she uses our new friendship for money and rides around Denver... But, I still like the company that she can offer me, at least until the Summer semester begins June 6th. At that point I seem to focus on school. I am taking two classes, one with a lab, and I am excited two begin them. Just another step towards graduation next Summer in 2012. After Luke's graduation I am really excited to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Uncle Terry somewhat told me that he would travel back to Denver to see me go through Winter commencement.
I don't know if I have written this yet, but I started weight watchers for men and I am spending a lot of time at 24 hour fitness. I am trying to be healthy and lose some significant weight. I want to fit into clothes that I have not been able to wear in years. I am going to see my psychiatrist soon and I am hoping that she will reduce my lamictal and more importantly my seroquel levels. I am starting a new blog. I think that it might be good for me, yet I will not be posting issues that I post here. The link to the blogger site of mine is:
http://beginningstargos.blogspot.com/
I hope that blog will give you an eye into my life... at least somewhat more than you get here. Yet, this is the most confidential and trustworthy site of journaling and expressing my true thoughts.
I am going to start my blogging.
Goodnight moon.
I don't even like writing about the money. I feel that if I keep talking about it, then I may not get it. I also feel as though if I am on vacation and my bank is not there something might go wrong and I would be broke and completely lost without funds. I keep thinking that my creditors are going to garish my bank accounts. But,they need to know where I bank before they can garnish anything. It still makes me nervous.
I'm friends again with Rachael, even though I think that she uses our new friendship for money and rides around Denver... But, I still like the company that she can offer me, at least until the Summer semester begins June 6th. At that point I seem to focus on school. I am taking two classes, one with a lab, and I am excited two begin them. Just another step towards graduation next Summer in 2012. After Luke's graduation I am really excited to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Uncle Terry somewhat told me that he would travel back to Denver to see me go through Winter commencement.
I don't know if I have written this yet, but I started weight watchers for men and I am spending a lot of time at 24 hour fitness. I am trying to be healthy and lose some significant weight. I want to fit into clothes that I have not been able to wear in years. I am going to see my psychiatrist soon and I am hoping that she will reduce my lamictal and more importantly my seroquel levels. I am starting a new blog. I think that it might be good for me, yet I will not be posting issues that I post here. The link to the blogger site of mine is:
http://beginningstargos.blogspot.com/
I hope that blog will give you an eye into my life... at least somewhat more than you get here. Yet, this is the most confidential and trustworthy site of journaling and expressing my true thoughts.
I am going to start my blogging.
Goodnight moon.
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