A WARRANT??
SOMEONE in my hometown called the damn police when I slit my throat a couple months ago, so now I have a warrent out for my arrest!!! Are you serious now?? Are we serious because ya'll didn't help me when I was asking you to help me before I got so hopless. I reached out and you ALL smacked me down, I slit my neck and you do this to me???? Do we really want to go here? Everytime, every DAMN time I say it's okay for me to get back up, someone fucks with my progress.
I KNOW I AM ILL... I KNOW I HAVE DEPRESSION, BIPOLAR AND OTHER MENTAL AILMENTS THAT IMPAIR MY JUDGMENT... I'M FUCKING TRYING TO PICK MY ASS UP AGAIN BECAUSE PEOPLE THINK IT'S OKAY TO USE IT AGAINST ME...
Because of this shit, you hurt me more! Now not only does it mess up me moving, it fucks me up getting a good job and having a fighting chance, you pieace of low life scum of the earth shit livers!!!!!!! COME ON!!!
THAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO FUCK WITH ME???? YOU'VE GONE TOO FAR!!!!
I KNOW I AM ILL... I KNOW I HAVE DEPRESSION, BIPOLAR AND OTHER MENTAL AILMENTS THAT IMPAIR MY JUDGMENT... I'M FUCKING TRYING TO PICK MY ASS UP AGAIN BECAUSE PEOPLE THINK IT'S OKAY TO USE IT AGAINST ME...
Because of this shit, you hurt me more! Now not only does it mess up me moving, it fucks me up getting a good job and having a fighting chance, you pieace of low life scum of the earth shit livers!!!!!!! COME ON!!!
THAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO FUCK WITH ME???? YOU'VE GONE TOO FAR!!!!
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This is horrible. I am so sorry honey. I wish you wouldn\'t hurt yourself so. Hugs. Who were the people that called the cops? Were the people trying to get help for you after you hurt yourself? Are you okay now?
I don\'t know what I\'m feeling. (*o.o*)
I was homeless for a little over three weeks in the streets begging anyone to help me (not money) before I got so hopless. I sent the picture of me beaten up to them and said I need help, this is what happend I can\'t go back. EVERYONE shot me down and no one even tried to reach out. I tried again, and afterwords hoping someone loved me even just a little bit, instead of someone trying to ask if I was still alive, they call the police? There is only three people who I think would have called. But who calls the police only after someone has gotten so low, yet didn\'t even try to help to start with? It proves no one takes me serious, and I\'m really hurt over all of this. Now I have to worry about a warrent? I\'m very emotional. Not suicidal but like a zombie. Where were they when I was calling them? They hurt my chances of fighting so much more now. I can never get a job back in law enforcment now. They take take take, but when does anyone really care? :(
I have no friends here in Frankfort, KY so I ran to OHIO where I thought I had someone who may have cared, but they all ran me away like a stray dog... :(
I am so sorry. They were so wrong to treat you that way. I know you are hurting but don\'t give up on yourself.
You don\'t know me but I am a DS member and I am unable to sleep tonight for my own stressful reasons i.e. not having a job to support my girlfriend and dealing with the death of a loved one. I stumbled across this and read it and suddenly my problems seemed significantly smaller. I am SO SORRY you are going through such a low time in your life girl. Depression is a monster and I have battled it on my own with no medicinal help for the whole 30 years that I have been alive but I have never tried to take my own life. I think if I had that it would be disgusting of somebody to go charging me with a crime for it. I know there is nothing I can say that will help but I am out here in cyberspace if you need somebody to talk to...although my profile is private so you would have to send a request for friendship if you wanted to PM me. If not, please keep your head up! And like Goth said don\'t give up on yourself.