A Vague Premonition of Danger
Two weeks before my son Ryan past over to the other side, I was cutting his hair in my Hair Salon,which I have down in my cellar,after I was done cutting his hair he said "Thank You Mom" and I replied back "No Problem, I'll sweep the hair up so you can take a shower", Now I'm alone looking down at the floor as I was sweeping the hair up, this hugh Overwhelming feeling came across me, it was a perect clear vision of this painting of (The Last Supper). I said to myself "Wow where did that come from, and what is the reason for having a vision like that" ? It was a feeling that something was wrong, and I Did"nt know what, So I shook my head and tried to block it out of my head, as time went by I put it on the back burner. The following weekend I took my Mom, Ryan and my daughter Erica out to dinner at a Chinese food Restaurant, we had fun talking and laughing,but I still felt alittle Overwhelmed, I was happy that we went and spent time together. The following weekend on friday I was getting out of work, It was Good Friday,Easter weekend. I was thinking about taking my kids out to dinner again, but I went over to my boy friends house for a while, I just did'nt feel right, still feeling like something was wrong, I decided to go home and see what the kids were up to,when I got home , my Mom Said "you missed Ryan and Erica,they went off somewhere,but they did'nt say where" I was so disapointed that I missed them, I felt tired so I laid down on my bed. Like I said it was 'Good Friday" Easter weekend April 14,2006, The next morning on April 15,2006 Ryan had died from a accidental drug overdose. It was the worst day of my life ...That day my best friend Marie had called me to say how sorry she was for Ryan's death and if there was anything she can do to help. Nothing at that point could help,other than someone being there to talk to. So I told her about this Overwhelming feelings, and the vision of the painting ( The Last Supper ),Then I told her we went out to dinner the week end before Ryan died. She replied back "Kelly that was The Last Supper". Then I thought about it, Ryan died on Easter weekend just like Jesus did........Now I' tired, I'll share more later, I have to spend some time with my daughter, I'll write some more Intuitions and Premonitions later...Hope to here from all my friends!!!! XOXO KELLY
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Well...it is amazing, coincidence or premonition? Who knows...but I know that things have happened since Alex died that are unexplainable...and I don\'t know if it matters if we really know the explanation...I think YOU know...you feel it..so go with the feeling. Bless you...Karen
I HAVE NO DOUBT THAT U HAD THAT VISION FOR A REASON,,HOWEVER I BELIEVE THAT U WERE NOT SUPPOSE TO UNDERSTAND IT AT THE TIME..HOW COULD U HAVE.U WOULD NEVER HAVE THOUGHT THAT EATING DINNER WITH YOUR SON WAS LIKE A \"LAST SUPPER\".BUT NOW YOU HAVE A SWEET MEOMORY OF HIM,,I TOO HAD WENT OUT TO BREAKFAST WITH MY DAUGHTER AT 4 IN THE MORNING(SOMETHING I NEVER WOULD HAVE NORMALLY DONE\"JUST 2 DAYS BEFORE HER ACCIDENT..I AM SO GREATFUL FOR THAT BREAKFAST..SO LETS HANG ON TO ALL THOSE SWEET MEMORIES OF OUR DARLING ANGELS..GOD BE WITH YOU,,HUGS,LISA
Wow that is really breathtaking. My daughter had called me at work three hours before she passed and we had made plans to have dinner that evening. I am blessed though because our last words to each other were I love you. Thank you for sharing this.
My Heather was suppose to be with me, we were going through a custody issue. I didn\'t have a lawyer, and the only way I found out that she was going was because she told me about the trip. She told me less than a week before they were to leave. We already had a court date set for April 3rd, and so I brought it up to the judge then. His reply was, \"this isn\'t what we are here for. You will have to file a seperate case for that. There isn\'t anything I can do.\" I asked him, \"How can you not do something you are the one that made the schedule not but a month ago?\" It didn\'t matter. There were scheduled to leave on the 5th at 7 a.m. I had no time to do anything, but I tried. Not one lawyer would help me. They all told me, \"she deserves this trip. She is a good student, sounds like she will have fun, ect.\" Heather also wanted to go of course so I gave in even though everything inside me wanted to say no!! They left on April 5th at 7a.m and that night at 10:33 p.m. in Ohio the snow caused them to wreck. Her dad lost control of the car hitting a guardrail, and then a median which flipped the vehicle twice. I wasn\'t allowed to see her face again she was to badly hurt. She died immediatly. The police came to my house at 2a.m. to tell me that she was killed. That was there exact and only words. \"Heather was killed\" No compassion behind her voice nothing...
I have had a \"feeling\" for many years that one of my kids would die. I had visualizations of being told, of the funeral, of how they would die, ect. Now that it has happened the feeling is gone. I can\'t explain it. Even though she technically died on the 5th, they didn\'t get her to the hospital until after midnight so they said it was the 6th which was also good Friday. Of course, they made that the center of what they had to say at the funeral, but had she been where she was suppose to be my daughter would still be here today! There are people that say it would of happened regardless, but I don\'t believe that. I\'m so sorry about your son. There is no greater pain, and never will be. Take care & know that you don\'t travel alone in this journey. Hugs
Candice
I had a horrible sense of \"something\" the week before Scott died. I can\'t talk about it, just yet. (One of my demons)
I to had a sense of something the morning I woke and didn\'t see his car in the drive way.I remember saying God I need a miracle he is really staring to worry me(he had just recently broke up with his girlfriend of 4 years)I new he was taking the break up very hard but he was also doing a good job of a cover up.about 4 hours later I got the call from his friend.I think this is why I\'am stuggling with faith right now.because this is not the miracle that I was asking for. peace & love to you Tammy
On the morning of July 21st, 1993, I woke up feeling great. We had just moved into an apartment as we were to begin building our new home in the next few weeks. I was expecting my sister-in-law, Anna, to come and help me un-pack and get settled in. My husband was going to Walmart but I don\'t remember what for, maybe some picture hangers? Anyway, I just felt funny and didn\'t want to go with him. My \"Ex\" had called a few minutes before and told me that \"Danni\" had just left so I could expecxt her around 4:00. She was coming home to go off to college, full scholarship!!! I felt fine for a very few minutes. My sister-in-law called back to say she was running a little late and I told her not to worry because I suddenly felt nauseated and was covered with chills and sweat!!! Then the phone rang again and a fear like I have never known before, and I pray will never know again, rushed thru me like a tornado. I was nauseous and almost frozen for reasons I didn\'t understand!! When I picked up the phone it was my \"EX\" telling me that Danny had been in an accident just a few miles from his house and he was on the way to the hospital. Neither of us wanted to talk right then but expected this to be minor as she had just barely left! But the chills worsened and I had a fear, I hope, I pray, I never feel again!!!!My \"ex\" even chuckled about it!!! \"How bad could it be! She had barely gotten on the road! But it was bad. \"Danni\" was found lying in the middle of the road and her car was in the ditch upside down, across the road, facing opposite the way she was heading. A lady found her first and waited for another car to come along so she could get to the phone. The man testified that he stayed, but he \"wouldn\'t, couldn\'t go near her.\" He said,\"There was too much blood!!!\"He said \"Danni\" was moaning and begging, \"Someone help me please, I can\'t move my legs!!!He didn\'t go near her, he didn\'t comfort her and \"God forgive me,\" I will forever hate him for that. He knew her!!! Danni had spent the night at his house the previous week!!! She was his daughter\'s good friend!!!
\"Danni\" died in the ambulance on the way to the hospital.
I have her autopsy report and it is as guarded as \"THE HOLY GRAIL\"! I will never let another soul read it!!! I hope that doesn\'t sound sacriligeous! I love God, but I questioned him for many years. She was one of his best, why didn\'t he let her live? Why didn\'t he prevent this? She wasn\'t speeding, the tire came off her car, the rod broke!! Then I find out that before she left Texas to go see her Dad, \"guys\" were doing \"donuts\" in her car on senior day at the beach!!! Did this start the path of disaster? Can I blame these boys? I do in my heart but I want to let it go. I have so many questions that will never be answered!
Please,for me, my friends, \"Never Take Tomorrow For Granted!!!\" I spent several hours alone with \"Danni\" at the funeral home. It was closed casket, her injuries were extreme, but I insisted on my time with her first!!! It was, by far, \"the hardest time in my life!!!\" It is by far \"the most cherished memory in my life!!!\" I buried her in a white eyelet nitegown and robe with satin slippers to match. I covered her with a beautiful white crocheted blanket.She had her \"Baby Bible.\" I placed a large, fluffy white bear with her. The bear was named \"Rosebud!\" I stayed beside her casket until people were standing on top of each other outside waiting to get in. \"I kissed her goodbye.\" I closed the casket, and much of me died.
That following Christmas my sister-in-law dragged me out shopping, I mean she really did drag me! We went into a large Christmas/craft store and just as we turned down the first aisle, there was a dirty and torn poster lying on the floor. I picked it up and there on this dirty and torn paper was:::
A big and fluffy white bear, holding a little brown-haired angel in his arms. Her \"halo\" was made of a holly branch!
My \"entry doors\" are made with oval glass in the centers. A big white bear is sketched into the glass and he is holding a little girl angel! The artist made everything cloudy and misty looking,
but the angels wings are actually raised!!! Her halo is made of holly branches but everthing is white, misty looking, no color, just like the purest white cloud you can see in the sky. Have you ever layed on the grass and just tried to see images in the clouds? It is the best therapy in the world!!! The next time you look up at a cloud and think you see the shape of a bear, think of \"Danni\" and tell her that \"Mama\" loves her!
I had had a terrable feeling all day long that something bad was going on with my son. When the phone rang and I was told that he was on the way to the hospital in the ambulance I knew that he was already gone I guess it is just something a mother knows.
\"Merry Christmas One and All!\"
I always knew that Alicia would die before me but was surprised when she died when she did. Yes, I do think you had a premonition. I have had several since she died....stronger than the ones I had about here. Just tonight I had another \"deja vu\" experience. Sending you lot so of hugs...and prayers to understand all of the confusing and mysterious things in live. love, lana
That is a gift from God and a amazing story. I also had visions as did my son the week before died also. It is all Gods plan.
Strange, I wonder too. For months before Joe went to heaven. I had a strange feeling something was going to happen. A feeling I never had before. I also had a nightmare about 2 months before. Joe was lying peacefully in a coffin. I jumped out 0f bed to check him. He was ok & asleep in his room. My heart was pounding that night. I was scared to death. I will never forget that dream or was it a dream. Wishing you peace & comfort. Love & Hugs, Lucille
A month before Daren died, his girfriend was hooked up to heart monitors (a reoccurring conditon from childhood)at home. They had many conversations about death. She told him that she was not scared, but worried for her mother...Daren told her that he understood how she felt, that I was his hero and he would never be able to live without me and if something happened--he would have to go first.
He also had a discussion as siblings do about death and how they were going to die--the boys making a pact \"if left a vegetable they each knew what to do...\"...my daughter being a nurse said she hoped she lived a long life and died peacefully--no suffering. My oldest son, an avid bass fisherman, said that he would probably die with a fishing pole in his hand and hopefully a big one!
Daren said that he did not know how he would die, but that he wanted to go out in a blaze of glory...he said \"I just don\'t want to burn to death\"--and this is how he died. My daughter still fights that battle with GOD...she said that was all he asked for and was not allow it...she is angry about that.
Then the weekend before he died, he and some friends helped another friend move back to college...when there, they went to a county fair, saw a palm reader or something like that...a couple of them went in, Daren being one, and came out stunned but jokingly said \"do you know what that b___ch just said? she said I would not live to see 20!\" He died 6 days later in an attempt to stop a runaway truck--he survived the crash but died in the explosion and fire.
The day of the accident I was sitting at a table and felt a feeling of impending doom...my ears started ringing for about 10 minutes...5 hours later I was told of his death...Although I was in shock...somewhere there was a part of me that was not surprised.
And people try to tell me things are a coincidence...really makes you ponder.
Ann
Yes absoloutley, I believe it was a message to prepare you for the horror that was bout to take place. On December 10th, when my son went to spend the night at his friend\'s house, sometime early the next morning I was having a dream (nightmare) that there had been a fire, and all of the boys were missing, and in my dream I was searching for them, calling their cell phones, etc, to tell them it was OK, that they could come back, because the fire was gone and everything was all right. And the dream was so real, that it woke me from a deep sleep, in a cold sweat...and I must have screamed out loud, because my husband jumped up and said \"What\'s wrong?\" And I told him about my dream, and that I had to go downstairs and check the house to make sure nothing was burning...because I couldn\'t imagine having a dream so vivid for no reason at all. So he said he would come down with me....and I no sooner got to the last step when my phone was ringing....and I said \"who would be calling at this hour?\" When I answered it, a girls was hysterically asking for my son, and I told her he was at his friend\'s house, and at that moment, she informed me that the friend\'s house had just burned down... and I thought I was still dreaming, and I bewilderedly handed the phone to my husband....and in the hours to come, I was to find out that the horrific dream had been all true. I asked the pastor at church why on earth would I have had this dream? He says that sometimes God will prepare us for the worst to come....but I will always feel like Jon was reaching out to me the moment he passed away. I don\'t believe there are any coincidences....Have you ever read the book \"Hello from Heaven\" ? It is a wonderful book, it helped me immensely!
I believe too!!! I often felt like something was trying to warn me too!!