A two sided day....

Today was a great day from 4am till 2pm.  I wasn't tired at work at all, in fact I started some paperwork at 7 in the morning!!! When I woke the kids up I jumped in bed and played with them for a bit..haven't done that for a long time!!   When I made breakfast for the kids I ate too..I never eat before supper usually! I had a wonderful fullfilling morning at work!!!!  I was shocked how great I felt..and I haven't enjoyed anything but church for months!! After work I headed to church to get lessons ready for sunday school.  It was great.  I got everything done in 5hrs...wow!   I was finished and it was only 2...yehaaa...I planned on doing a couple of errands and heading home for the rest of the day....... but.......... Instead I hurdeled straight into a downward spiral.....UGH!   O no!!!  I felt it coming too!! Notthing from that point on went right!I missed my turnoff and had to go thru the city...The traffic was going 20km in a 50km so I was a trunk driver....Traffic was bumper to bumper everywhere....I happened to get EVERY red light...which are at least 3mins long....The BIG $1 store didn't have anything I needed....The coffe shop drive thru was lined up to the next town...no coffee...I had to drive to the opposite end of town to finish my errands... And to top it all off, I had to go to the drug store to pick up my meds because my pd will only give me 1 week at a time, I love my pd but.....gggrrr!!!By this time I was already flooding in a sea of tears, but I had to go in the store.  When I got to the presciption counter one of the managers was there and said a cheery "hello Ramona" to which I usually respond cheerily back "O Hi!"  except at that point I just couldn't keep it in anymore and had a melt down...right there in front of her!  She got my meds quickly and asked if she should call anyone...you know..like my pd...aaahhh!   I got it together enough to answer her "no thanks, I'm fine"  and hurried out to the car.  I didn't want to tell her I was driving!!!  She probably called my pd after I left...good grief!!  I see him on monday thank God! So I came home to my comfort zone and I am thanking the Lord that I feel okay again......phewwwwww!