a start to the day
I'll be delivering granola for my parents later today. Looking forward to that...
I woke up this morning, shaved, showered and dressed and went for coffee.
Went to Starbucks and got my usual and then came home.
Was sitting here with Blue and was just kind of 'here' with the empty space...
Blue was crying such "tristessa!" but I didn't give in and feed him - we'll wait
until 9am! hehe.
I don't know what to say today - I am just kind of at a loss. I'll meet with my
Doc tomorrow as well as go to work and then also get a haircut.
Things are good. I am grateful! I'll make that my focus.
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And, take time to find a game to play with Blue-something that is special to the two of you! Sounds like you have a good plan!
Delivering granola? Hope you are making donations to the local bird feeders.
Blue might enjoy that community service once he gets past his agoraphobia.
haha thanks you guys! The smiles and laughter make me feel good.
I have to say I was about to come on and write something 'more serious' - in fact - maybe it's when I don't have someone
to talk to that my illness rears it's head and tries to fill the void of the love and laughter and companionship of another???
I reached out to my sister to just tell her that I was feeling paranoid, fearful and as though life is dangerous - but that I would try to hold onto my integrity and be the best person I can be - all the while taking care of life, work and Blue.
I was thinking about what she has suggested in the past for me to try - and that is online meditation recordings.
Those do help. I like her answers. I am amazed at her resourcefulness!
I was thinking how we each have answers...right now laughter from your replies is helping me
get up and get going again! Have a great day you two!!! and sending light, love and laughter!!
Online meditations are great! I have been putting on nature sounds sometimes too just as background noise in my urban surroundings
Hope you’re having a good rest of the day!!
thanks Nikki!
Yum.... Granola sounds yummy..... Do your folks have their own company making it sweetie if you don't mind my asking?... I'm so good
I hope that Blue will calm down once he's in a routine.... I give Rascal a treat in the am and then lunch around 1 pm... Just something to tide him over
I hope that the online meditation helps sweetie.... Big squishy hug....xo
thanks Jan!