A RANT

I WAS GOING TO CHOOSE A QUOTE THAT WAS REALLY MEANINGFUL AND DEEP BUT THEN I SAID WHAT THE HELL EVERYBODY NEEDS A CHUCKLE. I KNOW I DO!! NOT FEELING REALLY SUPER DUPER TODAY. I'VE BEEN IFFY FOR AWHILE NOW, NOTHING DRASTIC JUST A PAIN IN THE ASS BRINGING ME DOWN FEELING. ONE THING THAT IS BUGGING ME AND HAS ALWAYS BEEN ONE OF MY BUGABOOS IS MY WEIGHT. I HAVE YOYO SO MANY TIMES OVER THE YEARS. I HAVE BEEN TRYING SO...HARD TO TAKE OF SOME POUNDS BUT TO NO AVAIL. THE DAMN MEDS I TAKE ARE THE PROBLEM ,THEY BASICALLY SLOW MY METABOLISM TO ZILCH. I JUST GET TIRED OF IT ALL WHEN I AM SO...GOOD AND I EXERCSE AND TAKE MY VITAMINS AND NOTHING HAPPENS. OF COURSE, THEN I GET DEPRESSED AND WHEN DEPRESSED I SAY," WHAT THE HELL IF I AM NOT LOOSING THE WEIGHT I MAY AS WELL EAT!!" AND SO I STUFF MY FACE WITH ALL THE NO NO FOODS FOR A WHOLE DAY. IN THE END, I AM MAD AT MYSELF FOR THE LAPSE AND GET DEPRESSED. EVENTUALLY AFTER A DAY OR SO OF THIS FOOLISHNESS I GAIN BACK MY RESOLVE AND START AGAIN. YEAH, I KNOW WHOA IS ME...SUCK IT UP AND STOP WHINING AS IT COULD BE WORSE.ANYWAY, THAT IS MY RANT FOR TODAY.DEBBIE

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deleted_user
deleted_user

No matter what a women weighs she wants to eigh less, that is just how we are. I go on binges and eat sweets like they are never going to be any again. I get on the scale every other day and when I hit a certain weight I stop till I get back to the weight I want to be. It is a vicious cycle. I have seen pictures of you and even though you aren\'t happy with what you weigh, you look GOOD. Naomi xo
GeorgiaW
GeorgiaW

Honey at least you have a reason for the weight and why it won\'t come off. I try to do everything right, eat right, take my vitamins, god knows I get exercise and I either stay the same or like recently gain a few pounds, if I gain a few more none of my pants are going to fit and it makes me totaly crazy. Hell even if I don\'t eat, fasted for a week once and didn\'t lose an ounce, I don\'t lose weight but sure do gain it when I start again...can\'t win for losing.
deleted_user
deleted_user

Don\'t upset yourself with your weight. You look great just as you are! It\'s a full moon and I know that interferes with my mood. take care. xo