a quiet path forward
It seems the outside world is much bigger than me. Others' goals
and others' energy. Maybe I should just listen to the quietest voice in
me to get on with both my personal agenda and also my responsibilities.
Maybe indeed to the two can live together?....
and I wrote this:
so grateful for my chores this morning - I woke up feeling so relaxed
and yet than a half hour later I was full of anxiety - I needed to know my place
in the world and my chores and just getting on with them and going to Starbucks
were a saving thing for me. I then kept going - showered and dressed -
and then felt not knowing where to direct myself beyond my chores - I was
set to follow all of my responsibilities but why couldn't I envision my own path -
is it insecurity I wonder? Anyways - a good conclusion - and it is helping me
put into perspective my direction today. Things are good - laundry going -
and going to the Trader Joe's when it opens.
have a great day!!
Peace...
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Good for you getting a lot done and working through those miserable anxious feelings... It isn't pleasant....I hope that getting out and about a bit will help sweetie.... Big hug....xo
thanks Janet!
Yes, Markus Questionarius. The world is bigger than just me, whomever the me may be. A word of Population One is guaranteed to be small and confining. Being so small and confining, why isn't a world of Population One more simple? Perhaps because a world of Population One is contrary to the Natural Order? Dunno. . . Theories abound. . .
For sure, my own life often feels simplified when I take the time to listen and respond to secular voices other than my own.
thanks arfie... sending good vibes and peace.