A quiet day off

Had a pretty nice day off today. Found it a little hard to not be doing anything, but not a problem. Spent most of the day on the computer just farting around. Feeling a little weird. One of my friends that I talk to had a talk yesterday with me, and I'm not sure what I feel or think about it, or even if I should be feeling anything. My mind tries playing the pity game with it, but I'm not going there. That would be very childish. I'm not going there. It's just thoughts at times, but nothing to worry about. I like the self respect that I have for myself, and the respect of others. I do feel good in a lot of ways, and I know I would lose that and more, by drinking. I walked downtown for awhile, but it was pretty humid from the rain we have been getting lately. the cats have been pretty quiet too. Jimmy was doing a lot of rolling around, cooing again. She's such a nut at times. She knocked over the lamp again. I made a really good tasting spaghetti sauce tonight. Didn't use canned tomatoes like I normally do. They were all fresh. What a differance that makes. It's so nice seeing all the good food, and juices in the fridge. Lots of nice healthy stuff. feels good having my appetite back again. Got this sweet type of loaf yesterday at the farmers market. Kinda like banana bread, but it's marbled. I think it's a maple and brown sugar loaf. Fantastic tasting tho. I could have easily eaten the whole thing at one time, but I only ate half last night, and the other half today. Next week I think I'm going to buy about three or four loafs and keep some in the freezer. Been a really quiet day. None of the people downstairs were making any noise. That's strange for a weekend. I suppose Dan was working. It's been good since he's working. They can get pretty noisy when they start their partying. I hope that he stays with his job. He still blows his money on dope, and drinking, but he's had to get up early for work so that keeps the noise down. Bob said he wanted to work today. I tried calling him earlier, but he had his phone off. That's just as well. I needed a day off just to putter around. I switched the brand of cigarettes I smoke, and my lungs are 100% better. I don't have that coughing, and wheezing I had last week. That's good. It was starting to really worry me that I had something seriously wrong, but I feel better now. I reported that olivera, or whoever it was to D.S. I got talking to a friend the other night about it, and she agreed that I should report it. It seemed like a guy that was trying to lead me on that he was a lady. Said they were from Africa, and that they were living in poverty over there. Never asked me about money, but did ask for a cell phone number, which I don't have anyway, but I thought the whole thing was just a bit too strange. I think it was a person that tries to scam people. Anyway, not much else going on. Just a nice quiet day at home, and I'm enjoying it. Lord, thank you so much for this time, and all you have helped me through. Thank you.