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edit A Vague Premonition of Danger Friday, December 19, 2008

This is one of my journals, I wrote for you moms who haven't it....
Two weeks before my son Ryan past over to the other side, I was cutting his hair in my Hair Salon,which I have down in my cellar,after I was done cutting his hair he said "Thank You Mom" and I replied back "No Problem, I'll sweep the hair up so you can take a shower", Now I'm alone looking down at the floor as I was sweeping the hair up, this hugh Overwhelming feeling came across me, it was a perect clear vision of this painting of (The Last Supper). I said to myself "Wow where did that come from, and what is the reason for having a vision like that" ?  It was a feeling that something was wrong, and I Did"nt know what, So I shook my head and tried to block it out of my head, as time went by I put it on the back burner. The following weekend I took my Mom, Ryan and my daughter Erica out to dinner at a Chinese food Restaurant, we had fun talking and laughing,but I still felt alittle Overwhelmed, I was happy that we went and spent time together. The following weekend on friday I was getting out of work, It was Good Friday,Easter weekend. I was thinking about taking my kids out to dinner again, but I went over to my boy friends house for a while, I just did'nt feel right, still feeling like something was wrong, I decided to go home and see what the kids were up to,when I got home , my Mom Said "you missed Ryan and Erica,they went off somewhere,but they did'nt say where" I was so disapointed that I missed them, I felt tired so I laid down on my bed. Like I said it was 'Good Friday" Easter weekend April 14,2006, The next morning on April 15,2006 Ryan had died from a accidental drug overdose. It was the worst day of my life ...That day my best friend Marie had called me to say how sorry she was for Ryan's death and if there was anything she can do to help. Nothing at that point could help,other than someone being there to talk to. So I told her about this Overwhelming feelings, and the vision of the painting ( The Last Supper ),Then I told her we went out to dinner the week end before Ryan died. She replied back "Kelly that was The Last Supper". Then I thought about it, Ryan died on Easter weekend just like Jesus did........Now I' tired, I'll share more later, I have to spend some time with my daughter, I'll write some more Intuitions and Premonitions  later...Hope to here from all my friends!!!!   XOXO  KELLY

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If we only knew what these premonitions meant before the tragedy strikes. I didn\'t have any premonitions. We knew what the prognosis was, it just came too soon. In my lifetime was too soon...
SusanLarson
SusanLarson

Even if we knew how could we change the outcome. I was very worried about Cindy for the last week before she died. If only. \"If\" the biggest little word in our vocabulary, Hugs to all, Susan
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I understand that feeling of premonition-I had that same feeling when by brother died from an aortic aneurysm, and then again when Tim left in his truck the day before he died and we had no idea where he went and he didn\'t return our phone calls. Overwhelming is a good description of the feeling, and you don\'t know what to do or how to intervene. It is so hard to relive those times--sending you a hug. Diane
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Like Susan said\" even if we knew how could we change the outcome.\"What Kelly felt about your premonitions sounds like lt was right-on.As long as you can find some peace in it. Peace,Laura
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Thanks for sharing that insight with us. Spend some good time with your daughter. Love and peace to you. Hugs, Beth
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I had a premonition too. I dreamt that I was at my son, Ryan\'s funeral. I saw him in the coffin at the funeral home and even saw what he was wearing. I don\'t remember a lot of dreams, but this is one I remember. The late afternoon before his death, Ryan called and talked to his dad & I for about 40 minutes. When we got off of the phone I immediately thought that he was saying goodbye, given what the conversation was about. Although the conversation was positive and upbeat, something told me something was going to happen to him. That evening when I was showering, I asked my deceased mother to watch over him, especially since the next day was her birthday. I do believe that God tries to prepare us for things in life. Some people are more in tune with the messages than others. I just hope this was the first and last premonition regarding a death in my family for the rest of my life. Goodnight Ryan.
deleted_user
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Thank you for sharing this Kelly. So often we look back and can say \"we knew...\" and then we dismiss it as coincidence. Some years before Frazer died a psychic told me to watch him on his bicycle. I dismissed it at the time thinking all boys ride bicycles and there are always dangers associated with riding a bike. I didn\'t think about it again until well after Frazer\'s death. (He died when he came off his bike at the BMX track and broke his neck.) Would I have still let him ride if I had taken what she said seriously? Probably. Could I have prevented the accident? Probably not. But what it does tell me is there seems to be some sort of plan and these things can be foretold. Mostly I think we don\'t want to know. Blessings to you. Charlotte.
RememberKala
RememberKala

Very interesting. I didn\'t have any forewarning concerning Kala. One thing I\'ve always wondered (Kala has shed no light on it as of yet) is why when I was 17 and about to get into a vehicle with friends...the \"IT\" kids...at the last moment I decided not to go and instead went home. My friend called me around 5am to tell me there had been an accident. The boy driving the car was killed. I would have been in that car. I wonder if Kala \"felt\" anything like I did that night and just decided to brush it off instead of letting the feeling guide her?? I think there is so much going on spiritually that we just tune out! You hear so often of people saying \"I just had a feeling\"... Anyway, I hope you are not feeling any guilt about your premonition. I\'m sure we can control anything concerning others. Find peace my sweet friend, and know you are loved!
Sandi2947
Sandi2947

Oh Kelly, that is such a WOW. I have those times when I know something is wrong, it just happens and I keep wondering what is wrong, then I usually find out. I don\'t like the feelings anymore. Thanks for sharing this with us. Thinking of you,
your friend, Sandi
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Thank you for sharing. My son, Terry, had a dream that he was going to be killed in an accident 4 or 5 months before he passed over. At the time, he had been in an accident and was told he was one lucky young man. It was then he told me of his dream, all I could tell him is that God was giving him a chance to change some things in his life, he told me that he knew that and he was planning on moving home at the first of the year. Needless to say, he went to a new home on 12-29-2006. I believe that was God\'s way of trying to warn me, but I just couldn\'t concieve anything like that happening to my child. Looking back, I believe those last few months with Terry were so special, I could see how God was working in my life helping me get to the place where I needed to be when God called him home.
I love you and appreciate you sharing this with us,
Debbie
KellyLee105
KellyLee105

After reading everyones comments, I can\'t believe I haven\'t taken the time to journal.. I never was good with words or spelling, so I didn\'t bother. Now I started writting on wordpad, then I save it. Now I can start it, then go back to it later, I have lost so many comments from answering moms journals, it made me soooo mad, and frustrated, I found myself not wanting to write, I would feel paralyized, and not bother.. I would read moms Journals, then feel exhausted thinking about writting. I was afraid of losing it.. My computer is so sensitive .. I have been told many times to write my journals on wordpad.. BUT NOOOO, Kelly/me has to do everything the hard way!!!!! I still don\'t know much about computers. I\'m getting better, only type with 1 finger,lol....I started my story about the Cruise I went on today... I like writting a little at a time, then I get up & do other things.. I can\'t do one thing at a time, I have to do alittle of this and a little of that..lol..
deleted_user
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I have just finished reading your journal and I am in awe of your writing. I was totally immersed in your journal from the beginning to the end. I am so sorry for your loss but I do believe you will be helping others in your way with words and knowledge. That\'s what we\'re here for, to help each other as we help ourselves. Sincerely, your friend, BarbaraWawa
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The night my son Chad, was dying, from an overdose, someone gave him and then left him in a truck to die, I had a dream of a huge black tidal wave, washing him away, at I yelled at him, to run. I told my husband, about the dream, the next morning. And that afternoon, I got the call, he was in ICU, in a coma. Ten days later he was gone. I believe................Blessings on you. Ryan is always going to be with you..
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In hindsight they are easy to recognize. I wish we could understand them before the event happens. Get some rest hugs Cathy
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Thank you for sharing my love I had a feeling that I was going to lose him love to you my friend