A new year, anything is possible

I am still sober, over 10 months now(still  on step 7), which included no dating, no acting out, no drugs or alcohol. 


I have been living by myself, sometimes really depressed, sometimes happy and enjoying life. Family issues, friends issue, work issues and getting closer to God and attempting to live in a more christian way. 


I have learned I have always hid my feelings, and I am codependent.  Working on dealing with all of that too. 


I am now dating as of this weekend. Actually thought months ago I would never really date again, and when asked months ago I said no I am not really ready to date anyone. I kept praying to God asking for patiences and understanding. I was even resistant to a relationship. I really believed it would be years before I would date again.  


She knows all about my addiction, and iswilling to help me with it and help me stay sober, and open and honest. 



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MemphisWH
MemphisWH

CRASH>>>
I lost my sobriety with her,
had to break up with her.
she attacked me for it.
told me goodbye.
it hurt
alwyslve
alwyslve

I'm sorry Memphis - I had noticed you hadn't written anything on any posts in awhile so I was checking on you (not trying to be weird.)

Hang in there, you can do this.