a new day is here

Today, after discovering 10 years too late, that the relationship is a lie even after no drinking.  I decided to take myself out of it. So i told him. This is not anything grand.  It will be a day by day thing to continue to grow and learn. Day to day process to become strong and deal the fallout of a failed marriage.  But i am strong with God.  I believe he didn't bring me to it and then fail me.  He will never fail me and he will get me through it.  Don't know what that will look like right now, just know its happening.