a new chapter

The Board and Care where I live is closing down. I looked at the outside of an apartment and the area it is in yesterday afternoon. It's a very quiet suburban peaceful area. I have been blessed by living where I have lived for the past 7 years.

The new area is kind of an island about an hour outside of the major city. I feel like if I 'go it alone' in this area I will really need to get active about finding my own social activity. I would be near my Father and Stepmother and relatively close to the area where I am now (and so near my haircutter and GP Doctor.)

I am also considering to get an apartment in the city with one of my housemates - but the city is so busy - I am nervous that it will be overwhelming to my health. Also my housemate is not so high functioning, she just said to me - she doesn't know if she would be able to cook her own meals. She also said she would want to hire a housekeeper to come in once a week. I don't know if I can afford that. 

These are just considerations I have to think about. I have also to consider that I would need to find a new place to work - I mean I would transfer to another market in the brand of market that I work for already. So I would keep with the company

but then work in a different location.

A lot of these considerations and the loose ends I will have to sew up like adress changing for all of my utilities - hiring new utilities etc.. It raises nerves but I have to take it one step at a time - I will go to see an apartment this week - at the end of the week with my possible roommate - and then I also want to look at the apartment where I looked yesterday afternoon.