A new day

Today is much better than yesterday. I feel that the only way i will ever be able to move past all my guilt and wrong doing is to permanently end it. I sit and fantasize about ways I could do it, just get it over with. I live inside my own head and it begins to take a toll on me. The hatred I feel toward myself is damaging and I am at an end.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Pls dont do this to yourself. Your self hatred will not get you anywhere. A new day will dawn and you will see that your life will go on. Forgive yourself because that is what she would want you to do. Stay in touch and take care. I am here if you want to talk.

Lennie
pchamber
pchamber

Thanks Lennie, I believe you speak truth just have to make my heart believe it.