a message in a bottle
I always need a focus, heck i suppose we all do, unless we're passed on.
I have actually started to enjoy this quarentine. Staying at home, playing and taking
care of the cat. Housecleaning and just being quiet. It feels like community and yet also
calming in a smalle sense..
I find myself always needing a focus - and the tv doesn't always do it for me - I start
to feel real lethargic but also driven - so I got up off the couch and came over to the kitchen counter where
my laptop is. I need to write some thing - but I don't have so much to say.
Blue is gradually getting comfy. He slept on my chest last night for a while. Today, this morning, we lazed in bed
while having the news on.
Then I started to do my own thing - and he became frightened. He's back under the bed now. I suppose that's him
doing his own thing. He explored the apartment all through the night. I heard him every once in a while, so I imagine
he needs to sleep as well.
I went to the only place I could think of to get coffee. The McDonald's up the road.
The coffee doesn't taste so good - but it's coffee and it's welcome.
Last night my family gathered on Facetime and ate dinner. It was like a Sunday dinner and was a lot of fun - in a safe
way.
Next weekend we're gonna do it again - but my Dad wants us to use Zoom on our laptops so the images will be bigger
and clearer.
I go back to work tomorrow. I will need to get a mask to use while at work. It's a little eery but I'll do it.
I also will work from home for the office thing.
I never was before I don't think, but I think I might be a little allergic to Blue - but I can deal with it.
Anyways, I hope you guys are having a nice day. What are you doing to have fun or to keep busy?
I have CNN on and I guess I could always get ready for tomorrow. Sending peace and good vibes.
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I am the verge of disagreeing with myself on how necessary having a focus in life really is. More and more I wonder if ambitious myopia is what blinds me to the joys of the here and now while deafening me to spiritual guidance toward the end Nature intended me to fill.
Just wondering. . . Since the crowning of the Corona Madness has me feeling like the sanest person in what few rooms I am allowed to enter since the government has mandated a harsher isolation than my mental illness ever abdicated. . . I'm feeling like Jane B. Normal these days. How weird is **THAT**? ? ?
I'm wondering if I am gonna need a brand new psychotherapy toolbox to re-enter the human species after Corona has finished crowning. Professional demands that I MUST isolate is a new normative in Arf World. . . Paradigm Shift is too subtle a term to cover this ^IT^.
Well just it all. . . Are we safe yet?
Peace