a little chit chat.......xo

 
i've been so sleepy, sick and out of it.  amazed that i got up.......showered, did a few chores.  amazed. 
i'm not out in space or a part of the space race........i'm mostly just spaced out.  maybe i had a spacerectomy?  seems possible.
i didn't make it down the driveway..........too far/too hard.  Glad that i am looking out of the window.......that's a refreshing feeling.  I opened the door and the perfect kite flying wind is in session.  It feels so good entering the lungs........indoor air feels almost past the sell by date in comparison.  i have thought about getting an old fashioned screen door about a hunnerd million times, but still haven't done it.  ya see, my windows have locks on them that my hands are no longer strong enough to open.  i have tried and tried.  windows 109, sparrow zip.
something that has that old fashioned look and feel.......strong enough to keep kitties in and sheer enough to bring a great breeze throughout the place.  what a gift that would be.  more fresh air........ahhhhhhh aveeno.               (tv commercial phrase.......)
so um hi! i miss ya'll........whatever you're up to, how you are feeling.  i have the hiccups for no good reason.......the hard kind that make a body bounce some in the chair.  yikes.  when i can re-engage and do the speak think better i can't wait to read about your life and times.  praying for ya..........hope Joey's procedure went ok.........seems like that was today right? 
i potted a new plant (from sturdy root babies) a couple of days ago and since then i've been playing the part of a napaholic.  i'm just so tired.........sorry i know that is probably the most overused word in my language.  i need to learn new ways to say it or maybe even learn to stop saying it. 
i had several slices of movie pie lately........i start the movie and then fall asleep.  i suppose that's a huge reason why i know a little bit about a lot of things.........cause i am not making it to the exciting conclusion.  movie pie has zero calories - requires no standing, cooking or clean up. 
so what else?  i read two more chapters of my dr. written inspirational book about handling big stuff.  when my brain returns i can try try again.  re-read the stuff that didn't stick.  lots of things hit the windshield, but just don't stick........fly off.....where does it go?  he says so many interesting things that my brain fills with happy little popcorn kernels..............and they in turn pop into big fluffy hot idea kernels.........i think he is going to teach me some really great stuff.  he's not bossy.......he shares things and then lets you simmer on it.  i like that........it feels like you're reading something a dear friend wrote to you........cause they are also trying to figure out life.......and they share their thoughts with you.  if i ever wrote a nonfiction book i would want to be like that........share a journey of self discovery with myself and with others.........we're all trying to get there.  it's so much nicer to share the driving............do it together.
my ride will be a pink cadillac with plush velvet seats........glam sunglasses/sundress and marilyn monroe shoes (not for walking, just ......well just because they're purty...........and lots of long trailing in the wind chiffon scarves......that's a must.
Annie says hello...........she's a lovebucket of purring fur.  Rio does not answer to any of the new idiotic names I've tried.........really idiotic.  Names like Googie, Wigglehead.......Boogieoogie.........not as bad as mushy wushy baby goo goo talk, but close.  I make up the most ridiculous songs on the spot and serenade them.  Surprisingly they have never tried to kill me for this.  Like Sally Fields said once,........"you love me, you really love me!" ........Annie & Rio put up with this goombah on a daily basis.  They help the soul.
i feel more cheerful now than when i sat down.  i feel like i am really talking to ya'll.....and that lifts my spirit up.  most of ya already know i'm a sentimental slob.......so it won't be a surprise..........hang in there..........some of you are being very courageous and brave right now, i can feel it in my bones.............that is all kinds of awesome.  God Bless You.......for the things you are doing in care of YOU............I can feel the magic.