a lady and her dogs

was feeling pretty good today. I went to the market and then to the office.

I am so enjoying the office. It's a lot of fun! I get to help build this thing from scratch and add my perspective.

So I came home and have been snacking and watching tv. It's been nice. I decided to

take out the recycling and I crossed paths with this lady and her dogs. For whatever reason

she took an imperious attitude...could have been gas?? whatever the real reason but

it kind of left me feeling down. In my apartment now and remembering what a therapist once

said to me..."You need a whole world.." That being said I think it's just about me managing

the way different stuff effects me... I see it now - this lady won't rent space in my head...

I kind of realize that I recoil into my mind to keep a sense of positive protectiveness.

I see how a lot of choices I make about my very routine and solitary life are about protecting myself

to live in that peaceful and positive protectiveness. This Saturday I usually like to stay home

and enjoy a bottle of wine and snacks - but my siblings invited me out - I am definitely going out with them.

I don't want to miss a moment of it. To drink wine and to swim in the solitary booziness or to go out into the world

and be with my siblings. I will go out for sure!

the lady with the dogs can go suck a fart!! hahah