a hairy day
I took some photos with my family the other day on my birthday and I asked my little sister if she could send them to me. She did earlier today and it hit me hard - I looked so ill and just creepy.
I have been fighting internally the idea that i should be looking for fulltime work again and reestablishing my life - but these pics just floored me and 'all that.' In a nutshell - it made me realize how sick I am - and also it made me think - "who in the heck would hire me?"
I've kind of been mellowed by all that - and humbled into feeling just grateful for the day and the friends that I have. An intense realization but I am happy in a sense that I can just sit here and watch World Cup
and let the day go buy - If I were a sentence I think I might say that I have found my punctuation mark.
peace,
Mark
I have been fighting internally the idea that i should be looking for fulltime work again and reestablishing my life - but these pics just floored me and 'all that.' In a nutshell - it made me realize how sick I am - and also it made me think - "who in the heck would hire me?"
I've kind of been mellowed by all that - and humbled into feeling just grateful for the day and the friends that I have. An intense realization but I am happy in a sense that I can just sit here and watch World Cup
and let the day go buy - If I were a sentence I think I might say that I have found my punctuation mark.
peace,
Mark
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Aw sweetie.... I am so hard they effected you like that... I hate pic\'s of myself....I\'ve never liked them....
I can\'t imagine that you would look creepy Mark....If you\'re ill I can see that it might come through on a photo ...But there\'s nothing creepy about you my friend and I\'m sorry that you see yourself like that... Huge hug for you.....xoxo
thanks Jan, I really appreciate it. I hope you have a good holiday!