a good day...just sending good vibes out there!
Really starting to see how my feelings can swallow me when I am alone. That knowledge is also giving me some leverage to contend with them and not drown in solitude. Living in this community is also helping me stay social enough with my head above the water line.
I was just in 2nd meal just now and I was struggling with the nature of this spartan life.
When I came here before it was vacation. It’s my work now. That knowledge has also been easing its way into my presence of mind. I so need more than this but I need to remind myself that this is what I signed up for and it is work.
The currency here is 'GOOD WORKS' and so living a good life is how I am feeling - in part it will be balanced with the market..
I am starting to cherish my free time to get some good stuff for me worked in. I don't want to get to sleep right away.
I want to be online for a bit. Peace and good night. This is how it kind of was when I was at a corporation work work
and a couple of precious hours a day when I could do stuff. :)
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I really need to save money. It may seem like I seek balance all the time and I do and that’s important but I also know I’ve got to get my financial life in order. I’ll create an outline for expenses.