a good day.
was at work today - and felt very open, susceptible to the forces around me - but I found myself muddling through. some wonderful effect from this move on my own is that I am growing to know my limits but also to know my strengths. I feel the bravery to weather optimistically the newness and the vaguery. I thought to myself as I felt pushed around and dashed with a sense of injury by the sometime seeming disconnect with others - but I reckoned with myself to keep moving on - and keep my goals and process clear - I told myself you are unique and beautiful and we are all unique and beautiful. there is not one kind of beauty - and to morph with the tides of the day and the others you may come into contact with - can help you also be restorative to your sense of self and your sense of vision. I feel like I have a clearer sense of nature for some blessed reason! That's helping me get on with the day.
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I guess I lied. I am feeling a mass of super energy now overwhelming me. Not sure what to do except maybe eat some humble pie and just live with it here at my home.
it really gets me when I feel out of control...and humiliated by it. I think though I need to just go gently with myself. or go easy.
I just had a book recommended to me "Our thoughts Determine Our Lives" by Elder Thaddaeus (Serbian.) I will try it.