a good day

I woke up this morning. Super sleepy but it was 330a. I have been eating a crappy diet because of the holiday - as well as drinking

more alcohol than usual. I conclude that's why I am feeling so tired when I wake up...But once 'the motor' starts going and I get to work - the tiredness fades and the 'go go' gets going.

So anyways, I am home from work right now. I made a vegan lunch and then cleaned up. Doing some laundry and sipping some herbal tea. 

Before I went to work this morning I replied to an email that had me twinging inside with regret. I felt like it colored my morning at work. But I can't focus on that 'feeling'. I think so much of what we do when feelings like that have us feeling suspicious about ourselves or others... I think we just need to keep on, keepin' on. Keep Calm and Carry On.

So anyways, now I am home and trying to get on with the day. So often I have wondered "What next to do" - and while I finally choose something to do I also find myself gnawing away at ideas and posting them here - or leaving drafts in my email drafts box.

I kind of surmised today, I don't have to be perfect to get going in my life - with action in my life. I think I have felt a lot of fear about initiating things - 

I do need to be responsible - but I don't have to be perfect. It would be nice to feel stellar but that will come in time - moments come and go.

Peace to you guys, can't wait till the new year!!!