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A DAY OF CALM

WELL,HERE IT IS 2:00AM AND HERE I AM AGAIN...AFTER FRIDAYS DAY OF COMPLETELY COMEING UNGLUED,TODAY I AM CALM AND TIRED. I HAVE ANOTHER DOCTOR APPT.TOMAROW WEL, RATHER TODAY AT THIS POINT..I AM GETTING SO TIRED OF DOCTORS AND COUNSELORS BUT MUST KEEP UP APPTS.TO HELP WITH MY SSD CASE.I AM JUST NOT SURE HOW MUCH LONGER OUR VEHICLE IS GONNA LAST,PRETTY MUCH READY TO DIE NOW...MY LAST DOC APPT.WENT MUCH BETTER THAN I EXPECTED.THE DOC ACUALLY FILLED OUT MY PAPERWORK AND AGREED I SHOULD GET SSD..HE WASNT NASTY AND MEAN THIS TIME..HOPEFULLY IFI DO GET APPROVED FOR SSD THEN I CAN FINALLY TRY TO EXCEPT IT AND MOVE FORWARD WITH MY LIFE...WELL,SOME OF MY LIFE,SO MUCH IS ALWAYS UP IN THE AIR....I WAS SO DEPPRESSED ALL WEEKEND THAT I THROUGH MY EATING RIGHT AND WALKING RIGHT OUT THE DOOR BUT TOMAROW IS A NEW DAY AND I WILL TRY AGAIN.HELL,I AM A GLUTON FOR PUNISHMENT I GUESS.LOL..WE NOW HAVE TWO MORE ADDITIONS TO MY FAMILY.MY CAT NAMED BABY JUST HAD TWO BABIES OF HER OWN.SHE REALLY HASNT BEEN VERY MOTHERLY SO I HOPE THAT THEY SURVIVE....WELL,I AM GONNA TRY TO GET SOME REST.THANK YOU SO MUCH TO MY FRIENDS HERE IN DS LAND FOR ALL YOUR HUGS AND SUPPORT...YOU TRULLY INSPIRE ME...GOOD NIGHT ALL..TAMMY
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I did not know you were not able to work. I hope the doc appt. goes well
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I am glad your last doctor\'s appt. went well and he was nicer. I hope it will go well today. I am glad you are starting to feel better from what you have been going through. It is always a good feeling to start anew. I hope you will have a good day today. Hugs.
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Do you suffer a lot with not being able to sleep? I do. I will sometimes go days with just a few cat naps at night. I lie there and listen to my husband snoring and wish it was me. He falls asleep at the drop of a hat. Eventually after a period of days or weeks my body will just shut down and I will sleep for 12 hours or more. I did a craft show on Saturday and didn\'t sleep the entire night before. I hate that. I am so glad that your appointment went well. Keep fighting the good fight! Jenn