My daughter's boyfriend has my husband's old job at the restaurant. Tonight, I was looking after his children as a favour, and when he was done work, he drove me home. He walked in the door, and it was as if I was slapped in the face. The smell that I have missed for a year - kitchen smells of fryer grease and onions and all those other aromas mixed with sweat from a too hot kitchen. I miss him so much right now that I am crying.
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It\'s amazing...the little things that never meant anything to us...now mean everything. God bless darlin! Hugs!
I know that feeling because everything reminds me of my husband. I just came from the gravesite and I talked to him and cried. Life seems so unfair and I can only say that as time goes by I miss him more and more. I went to Home Depot today and I cried while I was in the store because I remembered when we both went there. I needed some nails and could not figure out what size and I realize that my husband would have known what to pick up. He would have been there to take care of it. I went to my sister\'s house and they were playing music that reminded me of him. It\'s like everything reminds me of him and darn it I just miss him. I love him more than words can explain. Why could he not stay longer. Life sucks and I don\'t know how to continue.
Everything seems so dull and useless. Why did this have to happen.