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everythings been a daze. i sit around waiting for the time to pass by.i don't even know what im waiting for.waiting for december 12th to pass maybe... i dont do anything and im exhausted.and if i have a good day, then the next day i crash. i feel worse than ever before.when i think about this friday, which is the 12th (joshs due date), my chest gets so tight. it feels like i cant breathe well, and i can sit here dazed and have it feel like a few minutes went by when really it will be an hour.
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I am sorry. I am terrified of that date also. Mine is Jan. 4th. I am so scared about xmas and every holiday that follows. I don\'t know what I am going to do. I hope you feel better. How do you plan on spending this horrible day? Maybe you can go to the cemetery. Idk. Just a suggestion. HUGS!!!