Dear Angel,    Last night I took out the things that were given to me from the hospital the day you were born. Your little shirt and beanie still smelled just like you. It made me feel very close to you by doing that, even though it was very hard. I think of you all the time and I miss you so much. I was telling Grandma today just how beautiful you are and how blessed I am that I got to see you and hold you. She also misses you a whole lot and loves you very much. Joshua, you must of been something real special to have God take you so soon. I ask Him to send you my love and kisses, so I'm sure you are getting lots of them. I love you sweetie.                 Hugs, Kisses, and Love,                       Mommy