Ick

Ugh, I am going nuts. I went back to the doctor and he was really blunt with me, even though it scared the crap out of me. I was lucky enough to be able to stay at my own house since I'm only a few minutes from the hospital, if I wasn't then I was going to have to be hospitalized. The reason for that is because I have a high risk to start hemmorghing and I could bleed to death. I have to be within 5 minutes of the hospital at all times. The bedrest before was pretty crappy, but now I can only get up to use the bathroom and get something to eat if no one is around to get it for me. But, anything to keep this lil babe safe =) But I think I'm starting to get a little depressed from being on bedrest because I really have nothing to do. You can only read and watch TV so much. Not to mention, really weak...and my legs are so sore. I have really bad pains in my side area which my doc told me that it's round ligament pains. It feels like I'm falling apart! But I'm keeping my head up and being as strong as I can. My mom is being so helpful to me and I'm so appreciative of the things she is doing. I cannot wait until the 29th!! I want to find out the sex of the baby soooo bad! I guess I'm being a little impatient lol =)