Thank you to everyone who has said such nice meaningful things to me. I appreciate it so much.
I thought that the worst was now and it could only get better.
Wrong.
My motor on my car blew today. I had to get it towed and I don't know what to do with it. I have no money, nothing. I'm stuck.
On top of it, I've been so sick since the last journal entry I wrote. I know I shouldn't ask why, but I do anyway....how can I not?
And I did not cut, I fought as hard as I could and just stayed in bed forcing myself to not do it. I'm going to try to lay down and rest.
I thought that the worst was now and it could only get better.
Wrong.
My motor on my car blew today. I had to get it towed and I don't know what to do with it. I have no money, nothing. I'm stuck.
On top of it, I've been so sick since the last journal entry I wrote. I know I shouldn't ask why, but I do anyway....how can I not?
And I did not cut, I fought as hard as I could and just stayed in bed forcing myself to not do it. I'm going to try to lay down and rest.
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Would your dad or something give you a ride to the cleaners to fill out an application, b/c then you\'ll be making about 140 a week in cash... You\'ll have a new car in no time. Hang in there lovely.
Hi the mother of my child was raped a couple of times, before I met her. It was difficult for the first five years of our marraige. But we managed to work it out. I guess the thing I wanted to say is you need to find some one who is kind, patient, and willing to work with what ever comes. The person needs to be able to roll with what ever comes. Mostly they will be SELFLESS, giving instead of always wanting to take.
Your very Beautiful so you will need to be careful. I am sure guys come out of the woodwork for you. However, if they are looking for sex only then they will not stay with you through the hard times.
If they are abusing you it will never last and only get worse.
As for the car. things come and go. they usually go all at the same time..lol but you will get another one.
Friends... now there is something you never want to loose, and good friends will be with you even at your craziest. I know this for a fact.
If you can\'t sleep. IM me, I stay up most nights playing a game called Tibia. I play it with my nephew and niece. it is just a distraction when I am alone. If you download the game I am on a world called MALVERA. My charictar is \"Rookvanwinkle\" Or we could talk if you need. Just message me.
Again so you know I am just wanting to be a friend, nothing more, so feel at ease.
Erick
Running away [as long as we have culvers w/ us] would be lovely.