I finally made my pre-surgery weight. Going to try to lose as much as I can before my pre-surgery appointment on the 11th.  I just got a letter full of stuff from the doctor and hospital and its starting to get scary. I can't believe it's actually going to happen, but I'm kind of scared. I'm not afraid of dying because I know where I'm going, I just don't want to go just yet. I want to actually know what its like to live in a somewhat normal body. But...those of you who pray, I would ask you to pray for me during this time that all will go well. Thank you all.