I haven't been on in a while because i haven't been doing very well. Haven't had the strength to fight the addiction battle. I am taking baby steps to get back to where I was. I  joined Curves again but I've only gone once. They have very selective hours and stuff kept coming up. I haven't been getting comments on my journals anymore, and i could use your support. I am making it a goal to get to Curves at least 3 times this week and I am easing back into healthy eating. I am still caring for my mom and bro. Not sure if I wrote that my bro is going for cancer screening. he is in alot of pain and can't really do much, so I do their house cleaning and make meals and bathe my mother and clean and feed her birds and stuff like that. Sometimes it's overwhelming, but I'm learning that I don't have to be there all the time and it's ok to take time out for me.Like I said before. I could really use some encouraging words or feedback.