On saturday, my brother had an anuirism. and had to be life flighted to a bigger town. He has been my mothers main caretaker, so now I am taking care of her and will be taking care of him too. He came through the surgery well, thank God. The next couple of weeks will be very taxing for me physically and mentally. I will  not be able to do regualar exercise but will get alot of movement. My eating has been off. Something like this always happens when I am doing well at losing and it is was usually causes me to give up. I feel like giving up now. Not just dieting, but everything. I know i'll get through it, but it's so hard. Not just physically but family issues too. alwayss wanting more from me than I can give.