I seem to have gotten past my previous emotions for the time being, but now I have had another sudden death to deal with, my best friend passed away on the 29th from a massive heart attack. I'm having a very hard time accepting this, I had just talked to him that morning on the computer and had planned to meet to have a week end chit chat session, which we always did, didn't matter what it was we just talked. He was an absolutly amazing man, smart, witty, compassionate and loving, he drove me crazy sometimes and he had a habit of pissing me off with some of his comments, but sometimes things just came out of his mouth before he could think them through. But it was ok. When I got the call that he had gone down, my heart went into my throat and I got this cold feeling right in the middle of my chest, see, he'd been complaining of chest pains for about a month, I told him, you have insurance, go to the dr., but he told me it was probably from shoveling so much, he wasn't used to it, I told him over and over again, go to the dr., if it's nothing, great, but if it is something, maybe they can fix it, but again he didn't listen to me, and now I've lost my best friend. He was a very lonely, as he was single and gay, and couldn't seem to find a companion, and he would talk my ear off about this. God, I hate this, you couldn't have asked for a better friend and I'm going to miss him terribly. RIP my friend, Ilove and miss you.
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I am so very sorry for your loss. It sounds as if he was just the best friend ever and I can only imagine how much you will miss his presence in your life. Please be gentle with yourself as you grieve this profound loss. Love, Joanie
So, so sorry. I too have a best friend who means the world to me. I can only imagine the pain, the flood of memories, the tears you\'ve cried. But oh, to have known a friendship such as this!!! How wonderful! My thoughts and prayers are with you and all that know and love your friend. May the happy memories one day soon far out weigh the grief you are feeling today. Love and hugs, Teri
hugging you tight
I\'m so sorry. I know there will be pain but I pray you will cherish all those talks and hold on to the wonderful memories. Love to you. Robin
Im so sorry for the loss of your friend. It scares the hell out of me when I hear about someone young dying from a heart attack. Two weeks before Christmas, my dad had a hesart attack. We called 911, and the ambulance came and took him to the hopital..He had all artery\'s clogged, serious heart disease. They put 2 stints in and said they need to give him a heart bypass again, after already having a bypass 22 years ago. He is home, and doing well. My dad is 76 yrs old.. 2 weeks later, at night we saw the abulance across the street at our neighbers house, the man skip which was a friend to my dad, had a heart attack, he was 59 yrs old. He was playing a game on the computer, and said he had chest pain, but he should be ok. His wife got scared and called 911, and when the ambulance got there he was dead..It makes me wonder, God only knows when it is our time to go..It makes me so sad for his wife and daughter....They were planning to move to NC. where their daughter was gonna go to college. Hugs Kelly
I send my prayers to you for the loss of your friend,,,our friends have been life lines for us, as it sounds he was for you..peace to your heart, Nora
I am so sorry for the loss of your dear friend. I know you will miss him dearly. Hugs, Belinda
Thank you all for your kind thoughts and prayers, I\'m still in shock and don\'t know what I\'m going to do without this wonderful man in my life, I\'m missing him terribly already.