Well, I went to my regular Dr. Tuesday, and he said I have high blood pressure, 200/108, said I was stroke material!!  So now I'm on Adivan, Paxil and high blood pressure meds and sleeping pills!!  I'm not so sure about taking the paxil, I've heard some scary things about it.  Has anybody else taken this med, and how did it make you feel?  I think for now I'm going to just stick to the Adivan.  I guess the blood pressure explains the pain in my chest, but what do they expect, it's only been 7 weeks.  I hate this feeling, I've hardly ever had to go to the dr., except for emergencies, I don't like them, not to mention, everytime I get a needle I faint.  I have to go back to see the dr. on July 13th, he wants to try and get my blood pressure down into the 180's.  It still amazes me that something like this can have such honest to god real medical issues, that it can really make you sick, the mind is really an amazing thing or a really bad thing, I guess it all depends on the circumstances.  My husband and I were supposed to go stay with his brother for the 4th of July, but he only lives about a minute from where PJ did it, and I started crying when we were talking about it.  It's just to close, I could walk there and I'm not ready for that, so he made arrangements to stay with his other brother.  I'm so sick of feeling like this, but it's like I have no control, I just want to go back to my normal self.  I try to stay busy so I don't think, but that doesn't work either.  Oh well, I guess I'll just keep trying.