This shit is the first thing I think of when I wake up, and the last thing I think about when I go to sleep.Man that sucks so bad.  Im so damn tired.  There is an overwhelming sense of sadness and regret now.  I dont see any end in sight to my misery.Man what a bummer.Not sure whats going to happen to me once she picks up the kids on Sunday.   Im just so tired and sad.I dont think the drugs can even help me anymore.