Me and the stbx are fighting today.  Man shit just keeps on rolling downhill.  I had to give her back $300 of my security blanket (tax money) because she owed the state $600 from when she was in the Navy. So she overpaid me on my 1/2 of the taxes.I didnt want to give her the money. Screw her she lies to me non stop and I dont trust her.  She sent me some screenshots of the transactions.  I didnt want to make too much trouble so I just gave her the damn money.  Now after I cover next months rent im broke again. No security blanket and no job.  She is fricking killing me.If I lose this apartment, if I lose everything I have left (which isnt much), I will lose my kids.  Maybe that is what she is hoping for.I want to move back to Green Bay, where all my friends and family is. It would be soo much more healthier for me.  I could have a job in a week with my connections there.  The only reason we moved here was for her fricking job. The job that turned her into this selfish, self centered person.  But im so torn up.  If I move to Green Bay I will have to sacrifice at least 1 day of custody a week with Collin and maybe more.  Plus I would have to drive here if I ever wanted to see his hockey games, or watch him play football.     I believe in my heart its going to come to that anyways some day. She is going to move in with this guy and play house.  She is going to slowly stop letting me get extra time with him. She will probably even fight me for more custody in the future.  I can see that clearly now.But should I really make something so drastic happen based on what hasnt happened yet? Make decisions based upon what she "might do"?This is so tough.  I dont even want my marriage back anymore. Too much has happened and I am too hurt.  But I want my life back; some kind of life.  I want strength and dignity again.