9/15/2013
Geez. I feel like crap today. Rough night. Worst night sweats I ever had. horrible headache. Vertigo. Feeling crappy today too. Head hurts stomach a bi upset.. Was supposed to go meet some friends and do some things but cancelled out. Not sure what is up. I seldom feel like this. Cannot be sick. Have to work tomorrow. My work partner had surgery and is out for another week. I have to be there. Couple things I have to do around apt too, but ..I'll try to do them first in case I cant later. Made up with my sister, though she still pisses me off. The swelling on her eye is going down and her eye is starting to open up, which is good.
Was wondering tonight if he "deserves" an explanation on why I suddenly went "no contact" on him, in the very very slight chance he asks. Decided he did not. I did it for my and my own benefit. Just like when I unfriended him on FB, which led me to wonder: WHY was it important to him that i still be friends with him on FB? When he was announcing his engagement on FB? Before the judge had even signed the papers? Why? At the time, before I knew about the engagement, he said he just wanted to be able to see my pictures from my cruise. Ok-why would he want to do that? He's the one who left me for someone else. But, I accept that there are many questions in life to which we will never know the answer. I can just add these to the growing number.
sister is feeling better little by little. Asked her if she wanted me to come for a weekend and she said, no just like I figured. Said she wished her son would go home, which is also what I figured.
Was wondering tonight if he "deserves" an explanation on why I suddenly went "no contact" on him, in the very very slight chance he asks. Decided he did not. I did it for my and my own benefit. Just like when I unfriended him on FB, which led me to wonder: WHY was it important to him that i still be friends with him on FB? When he was announcing his engagement on FB? Before the judge had even signed the papers? Why? At the time, before I knew about the engagement, he said he just wanted to be able to see my pictures from my cruise. Ok-why would he want to do that? He's the one who left me for someone else. But, I accept that there are many questions in life to which we will never know the answer. I can just add these to the growing number.
sister is feeling better little by little. Asked her if she wanted me to come for a weekend and she said, no just like I figured. Said she wished her son would go home, which is also what I figured.
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There must be something going around. I\'m not feeling real well either. I\'m sorry you aren\'t feeling well.
yeah, thinking mine may be stress. Hope you get to feeling better!
Think it was/is actually sinus crap and I never learn. When I feel like this I don\'t feel like eating so I don\'t which upsets my stomach, etc. Once I eat something like oatmeal or something greasy or whatever.. I feel better. My stomach gets \"coated\" the grease absorbs the icky stuff\" and I feel better. I know this but still I wait every time.. But feeling much better now.
The babies were here for a few days and my daughter said that Zoe hasn\'t been feeling well. I\'m having fever, chills and a headache. I hope I\'m better by tomorrow.
oh dear..I hope you feel better tomorrow, too!