8DPT update
Well I'm really going nuts at this point. My beta is on Friday and I leave on vacation on Saturday for a week cruise. I had talked about it with my RE and they oked my trip if I get a BFP. It will be a good way to try to not obsess over the idea of an mc if it worls while I wait for an u/s and I'll be drinking tropical drinks if I get a BFN.
I almost POAS this afternoon and was glad I controlled myself. It's still early to test and taking an HTP at 5 pm is garantied hearbreak at this point. I wish I thought I could control myself tomorrow morning but at this point I don't think I'll make it. I'm dying to know even if it's still too early.
On the symptoms side, I'm not sure what to think and I just wish things were way more intense. DH seems to be driving me nuts with every single thing he says or does but that could also be PMS (although, it's never even close to this bad). I pee all the time and I can see my heartbeat move my tummy when I'm on my back, but that could be the meds. I think I'm more aware of smells and I'm really being weird about food (didn't even finish one of my mom's walfe's at brunch) but it could all be in my head. My panty liner had the faintes light pink brown cm spot on it yesterday. If I wasn't looking at it under a microscope I wouldn't have even noticed so I'm hoping it was due to implantation. All and all not much to go on at this point except a lot of positive thinking.
I just want to scream so loud I'm so tired of waiting. I'm not even thinking about an mc at this point all I want is to get to my BFP.
Shout out in apha :
Aboveda, can't wait for your ER, I'm sure your follies won't disappoint.
Alana that is my cycle buddy and that gets to test 2 days before me (I should change clinics). You derserve this BFP so much, I really hope we get to be preggo buddies too.
Aristen : Hope you had a great no drama baby shower.
Baby steps : Hope your TWW goes fast and ends with a BFP.
BC0rny : Can't wait to see pictures of your baby girl. Hope your deliver naturally.
BKsu : Hope your golden egg gives you your BFP.
Christina : Hope your TP is clear and you aren't thinking about how the twins will look like.
Cidekmat : So happy DH is onboard for IVF. Still hope you won't need it.
Deb : I know you are having a hard time. I really hope your birthday will bring a wind of change and that you'll finally have a plan that will bring you your baby.
Endo : can't wait for your first u/s
Gingerhelen : hope your therapist is being nicer and that you are doing a little better.
Glo : Can't wait for your u/s
HaveFaith : Hope you are enjoying your little break.
HopefulinNYC : Hope your MRI results will confirm you can move forward.
Hopefully : So happy AF showed and you can move on to your FET.
JA : So happy your pregnancy is going well.
Jackie : I'm so sorry things aren't going better for you. I really hope you can find a plan that works for you.
Kattie : Hope a birthmother picks you soon.
Kelly07 : Sending some love your way. You have been through so much and have such hard decision to make. I'm sure you'll find the right one to get you your baby.
Kellyc : Hope you don't have to go through the stress of more spotting and that your twins do great.
ktk : hope you are feeling better and get answers soon.
Laurie : Always thinking of you. Hope your new plan brings you your baby.
LMWT : So happy your Lap went well and hope it's what you needed to get your BFP on your own.
Nelly : hope your TWW isn't to hard, you should be testing at the same time as me. Good luck.
Reno : So happy for you, hoping for a healthy 9 months.
For everyone else I've forgotten, you are always in my thoughts.
I almost POAS this afternoon and was glad I controlled myself. It's still early to test and taking an HTP at 5 pm is garantied hearbreak at this point. I wish I thought I could control myself tomorrow morning but at this point I don't think I'll make it. I'm dying to know even if it's still too early.
On the symptoms side, I'm not sure what to think and I just wish things were way more intense. DH seems to be driving me nuts with every single thing he says or does but that could also be PMS (although, it's never even close to this bad). I pee all the time and I can see my heartbeat move my tummy when I'm on my back, but that could be the meds. I think I'm more aware of smells and I'm really being weird about food (didn't even finish one of my mom's walfe's at brunch) but it could all be in my head. My panty liner had the faintes light pink brown cm spot on it yesterday. If I wasn't looking at it under a microscope I wouldn't have even noticed so I'm hoping it was due to implantation. All and all not much to go on at this point except a lot of positive thinking.
I just want to scream so loud I'm so tired of waiting. I'm not even thinking about an mc at this point all I want is to get to my BFP.
Shout out in apha :
Aboveda, can't wait for your ER, I'm sure your follies won't disappoint.
Alana that is my cycle buddy and that gets to test 2 days before me (I should change clinics). You derserve this BFP so much, I really hope we get to be preggo buddies too.
Aristen : Hope you had a great no drama baby shower.
Baby steps : Hope your TWW goes fast and ends with a BFP.
BC0rny : Can't wait to see pictures of your baby girl. Hope your deliver naturally.
BKsu : Hope your golden egg gives you your BFP.
Christina : Hope your TP is clear and you aren't thinking about how the twins will look like.
Cidekmat : So happy DH is onboard for IVF. Still hope you won't need it.
Deb : I know you are having a hard time. I really hope your birthday will bring a wind of change and that you'll finally have a plan that will bring you your baby.
Endo : can't wait for your first u/s
Gingerhelen : hope your therapist is being nicer and that you are doing a little better.
Glo : Can't wait for your u/s
HaveFaith : Hope you are enjoying your little break.
HopefulinNYC : Hope your MRI results will confirm you can move forward.
Hopefully : So happy AF showed and you can move on to your FET.
JA : So happy your pregnancy is going well.
Jackie : I'm so sorry things aren't going better for you. I really hope you can find a plan that works for you.
Kattie : Hope a birthmother picks you soon.
Kelly07 : Sending some love your way. You have been through so much and have such hard decision to make. I'm sure you'll find the right one to get you your baby.
Kellyc : Hope you don't have to go through the stress of more spotting and that your twins do great.
ktk : hope you are feeling better and get answers soon.
Laurie : Always thinking of you. Hope your new plan brings you your baby.
LMWT : So happy your Lap went well and hope it's what you needed to get your BFP on your own.
Nelly : hope your TWW isn't to hard, you should be testing at the same time as me. Good luck.
Reno : So happy for you, hoping for a healthy 9 months.
For everyone else I've forgotten, you are always in my thoughts.
Replies
Definitely too early to test. Hopefully, you\'ll get better results on Friday!!! Good luck!
AHHH! I already told you i\'m an HPT addict!! We need our own group...stay cheery, it\'s still too early!! But like you, I always hope that maybe, just maybe a sign came early!
Seriously sweetie put those tests away! Your making me glad I didn\'t test. Hoping we are both presently surprised this week. I am freaking out as much as you are!!!!! Ahhhhhhh! Time is going so slowly!