Changes
Since I'm in vacations, I decided to come home to visit my parents. A week has passed and I'm staying for 2 more weeks. I love being here, I do, I miss my parents and my sister a lot, so I make the most my time here, but, everything is so different here... It's been 3 years since I left my home, and even though I visit, Everything has changed a lot, and I'm not sure I'm ok with the changes.
I've never been good getting used to changes, but this is another level. I never thought all the people here would change that much. I knew when I left that everyone had to move on with their lives, my family and my friends, but now when I come, I feel so left out of everyone's plans, I feel so stuck when i'm home.
When I moved out, I moved on with my life too, I did lots of things, some good, some not so good, but I accomplished a lot, and changed a lot, but that was a change I could get used to. But when I'm home, it's like I have nothing to do here, like I don't understand people here anymore. It's tough. It hurts sometimes. Sometimes I just don't know what to do when I'm here, so I get really sad. =/
I've never been good getting used to changes, but this is another level. I never thought all the people here would change that much. I knew when I left that everyone had to move on with their lives, my family and my friends, but now when I come, I feel so left out of everyone's plans, I feel so stuck when i'm home.
When I moved out, I moved on with my life too, I did lots of things, some good, some not so good, but I accomplished a lot, and changed a lot, but that was a change I could get used to. But when I'm home, it's like I have nothing to do here, like I don't understand people here anymore. It's tough. It hurts sometimes. Sometimes I just don't know what to do when I'm here, so I get really sad. =/
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