My Day

My mood is a bit fuzzy. I wish I have a hobby so I can occupied my time wisely. When I am finish cleaning the house everyday, I don't have anything else to do. I can't sew, draw, or paint. I wish I can call someone but they are busy with their lives. Everyday is the same routine. I have nothing to do with my life. Everyday I stay at home doing nothing. I tried to work but failed. I tried to go to school twice but failed. There is nothing for me here on earth. I really don't have a purpose in life. I don't even know who am I anymore. I don't know what I want to do in life. All my friends and family are living their lives. I'm just here. I don't know what the purpose for me in life.