im kind of all over the place thoughts wise today.....went to work today....kind of makes me feel as though ive accomplished something...even if it is just helping some children get through their day safely...love the hugs, teaching them, and the major amusement that comes when one of them does something cute...i love when the little boys put on the dress up skirts, tu tus, crowns, and fairy wings...then go and pick out a purse without a 2nd thought....i always say to mrs karon "if only their fathers could see them right now......."still feeling fat due to bloat...i feel like shamu! and having the little girl maya obsessed with my belly button ring and wanting to see it 5 billion times while im helping her go potty isn't really on my list of things i feel like doing right now....but she's 2...and doesn't know what's what yet....so i show her...bless little children and their non judgemental ways...ok well my tummy is pretty flat right now that im bloated, but im used to it being very flat/concavestill at 360......not planning on changing today....not until my bloat goes away....so im praying to the potty god out there! send my intestines into overdrive and shift this stuff outta me!!!! ASAP!just some random thoughts....i was wondering about the phrase "toss your cookies" do u think that that was made due to people with bulimia? i mean isn't that essentially what they are doing? ok ill shut up now about this loli was more than a little pissed when i saw a clip of "Dr" Phil on youtube with an anorexic woman...on there he was reassuring her parents that it wasnt their fault that their daughter was anorexic...but rather it was her choice...ok, i know that it is a common misconception that we chose this...but to have someone who calls themselves a DR go on national TV and tell millions of people that we choose this life for ourselves...doesnt help to stop this ignorant thought from being spread!...so thanks alot "dr" fuckface!one last thought about the TV and EDs...i love the show america's most smartest model...but do they really need to refer to kicking someone off of the show as purging them? i mean come on seriously!just a random thing from my life....my booty call from the past named ben had recently gotten engaged....and while i was ok with him cheating on his gfs with me, being engaged is something different....but alas, he informed me yesterday that his fiancee dumped him b/c he cheated on her with this girl he had been leading on....so now he's back on the market...lol im so tempted...but as i told him, being hot will only get him so far in life (he's done some modeling b4), but no one wants to marry someone who cheats on them...no matter how cute the cheater is....

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Kids can make a day great!! I hope that you are doing ok! I watched that Dr. Phil show and was so triggered it was not good!! I hope you are having a good night!
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Tossing your cookies.. hmmm. makes me think of how many times I\'ve \"tossed by cookies\" to the dog. That\'s just the anorexic version. What\'s a booty call? (sorry I\'m old, ha!) XOXO
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Haha... booty call. It\'s such a funny word. I myself have a lot of sex issues and could never get into something like that, but many of my friends are involved in it, and they swear by it. LOL :D
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I agree with ya....some people are just plain ignorant!
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When I worked in day care, we had one little boy who loved to play dress up. Once when he was dressed head to toe in girly wear, his father walked in to pick him up. I swear to god that man almost had a heart attack.
With young kids, even the little simple things mean alot. You are the child\'s first teacher. Preschool teachers probably the most important teachers, even though they don\'t always get the respect other teachers get.
I hate Dr. Phil. No matter what your problem is, he always blames the problem on the person who is going through that problem, even though some of the time that person really has no control over the problem. Doctors in general are all a bunch of bullshit. It makes you think that just anyone can become a doctor.
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its kinda funny how amny fefernces to eating disorders we have in our culture...yuu barely even notice them.
&&boys that cheat never stop...*coughcough*dicks...
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did you know doctor phil only has an honorary degree in psychology? he has a team of psychologists who help him out so he doesnt get sued for his bullshit.